A decidedly boring but well typed litany of life that is or is not continuing
Friday, October 2, 2009
It must be Friday, because I'm angry again
So...what happens when you come home early because you're sick...and you find your husband has been...smoking in your house. Oh...get a grip, right? Please explain why I can't just wake up one day and be by myself.
the weight of these words are unimaginable. 7 short painful months after I penned these horrid words, i got my wish come true. My poor husband, sweet beautiful flaweed but loving man, Rick, Richard Allen Beals, died on May 17, 2010. What I would have given for another kiss. Actually, I will see him again. In the flesh. But I don't now if we'll be allowed a kiss or not. I hope so. But I'll have to wait and see. I loved him, and I'm so ashamed of the words I penned above. But I know he'll forgive me.
the weight of these words are unimaginable. 7 short painful months after I penned these horrid words, i got my wish come true. My poor husband, sweet beautiful flaweed but loving man, Rick, Richard Allen Beals, died on May 17, 2010. What I would have given for another kiss. Actually, I will see him again. In the flesh. But I don't now if we'll be allowed a kiss or not. I hope so. But I'll have to wait and see. I loved him, and I'm so ashamed of the words I penned above. But I know he'll forgive me.
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